Recall of 2008 & Reborn in 2009

I am again realizing this fact standing on the first day of this year. Today is 1st January, 2009. So this is the proper time to analysis what I have done in the last year and what I have left for this year. This is the proper time to decide how much mistake I have done last year and how much good work I have done in last year. Somebody says that past is past, so don’t think about past rather concentrate yourself for future. But I can’t follow this because I think sometime past is important to build your future. If you can’t see or recall your past you can’t see your progress, improvement. First of all friends 2008 is one of the worst years in year life. 2003 was also one of the worst years in my life. But 2008 was the first aimless year in my life. Everybody plans to fulfill some work in a year or to achieve a goal. But there was no such plan or goal in 2008 for me. I think such aimless life is nothing but a process to spoil the time. Frankly speaking the progress of me in the last year is not only zero, it has some negative value.

Ok I am starting the story from the January, 2008 when I was in 5th semester. Generally in the last of February the placement of our college is started. So I was busy January and February to prepare myself for campus placement. I am very much poor in English portion in the aptitude test. You can also realize that fact seeing hundreds of mistake in my blog. I was very much tensed whether I can clear the aptitude or not. In such way 2 months were spent and at last the final day was come. Our placement teacher announced that in 26th February Cognizant were coming in our college. I knew that a very few companies come in our college so I thought that in any cases I have to crack in Cognizant. I took Cognizant as my first & last choice. I was afraid for aptitude test in English part. But luckily I cleared that portion. But I got stroke being failed in the interview, though I had missed just two questions in the interview. Next 6th March was announced as the date of Infosys. These two weeks between 26th February to 6th March were the most horrible days for me in 2008. Days were not going. A second is looking as a minute. After failing in Cognizant I really very much fed up with my life. I was going to lose my confidence. But in this time my family and friends (Souvik, Mamoni, Debu, Sourav and so many) helps me to get back my confidence. Thank God that on that day I was selected for Infosys.
After Campus placement the time come for our college fest was come. I was given the post to organize the Tech Fest. I was little bit tensed because that was our first Tech Fest in our college. I gave my full labor to arrange a best Tech Fest ever. All time I was busy for that in that time. Some of my friends also help me very much in this fest. At last we presented a fabulous tech fest (Techtronics 2008). Our team was congratulated by our faculty and some other colleges for arranging such Tech Fest. I had learnt so many things during this time of period. In this time I also got some new friends in my life.

So many bad habits I had started in last year. Orkut and Gtalk is in first position among them. Lots of time I have spent using these two dumb things. Yes in previous stage I was in touch with some good community in orkut and I was regularly post new topic, new information on that community. But later we use orkut just for fun. So in this year I will surely try to reduce this bad habits what I have done in last year.
The study graph also laid down like the sensex in my life last year. Books had gone far away from me. The dust layer on the books was increasing day by day. Perhaps in last year I studied the lowest in my life though last year was the most important time of my life.

Though some one or two success I have get in last year but still always a thought comes in my mind that perhaps I have lost one of important year from my life. I couldn’t fulfill so many dreams in last years. Perhaps from last year I was going to forget to dream, I was going to be aimless. From some days ago I felt this change on me. So it is the time to get back from this aimless life. Perhaps I have done some mistake with some of my friends. I have done some wrong thing with some of my friends to keep some promise. But please don’t misunderstand me for that. As a friend please excuse me for that. In this year I want to again lay down on the dream and want to fulfill those dreams. So friends please pray to God for me so that I can achieve my goal in 2009. No more is today.

All of you a wish of Happy New Year-2009. Hope 2009 will become your most successful year in your life.