Talk With Shubha

To a destiny to paint my Blue Sky with Pink

2011-09-05T06:45:00.002+05:30

In this last July I had completed my 24 years journey in this diverse world. My life runs through a several kind of path. Sometime that path was too smooth and sometime it was tough. But I never failed to walk. Some time I walked alone some time I got so many companies. But I never stopped for a second. Today I stacked in some illusion. I know I have to run a long path. But my destiny is moving away from me day by day. I can’t do anything. Every day my path is moving toward to a desert just to find out a drop of water in some endless mirage.

People never get everything whatever they want. But it is really very painful to see that you are losing every whatever you already have. As a human being I also like to dream. I never dream about anything that is not possible for me. I am losing those dreams now and becoming an insomniac day by day.

People say I am always a coward boy. I have a question to those people that is this really a symbol of courage to take a decision without considering anything, which can affect somebody’s life? If your answer is yes, then I am really coward. And I want to be a coward person for life long to make somebody happy.

Standing in this situation I am really very confused that when I can get rid from this hallucination. Anyhow I don’t want loose those thing which I already have. But can I win this struggle to keep them in my feelings, to place them in my hearts? Or again my luck will defeat me. I never fear to struggle with my luck. Several times that betrayed with me and pushed me far away from my destiny. But I was able to come again in normal flow. But this time it is really very difficult for me to come in that normal flow. I don’t want to lose. In this mystified life I am missing my Mom and Dad a lot. Because they are the only person who always gives me hug when I dream about some wrong, and I get scared after that. I know I can’t change my dream and I don’t want to change that. Now the question is will I achieve my dream or I will be lost myself in this everlasting destiny?

My 3rd Stage Life @ Kolkata

2009-07-28T23:35:00.014+05:30

First of all I am really very sorry to my blog viewers that I have not posted any post for a long period of time. Most probably my last post was in 1st January,2009. So, what are happened in my life during this period? Ya that's a long list. Some highlighted facts from that list are : my failure in GATE, Offer letter from Infosys, Success in some techfest, Techtronics'09 Rocks, My cousin's wedding ceremony and so many. Perhaps I am forgetting to tell one more important, funny fact that is about my BTech degree. Yes ultimately I am now BTech in information technology from the most wanted university(WBUT). Sometime I think is it really a BTech degree? In last four year what have I learnt? But I know that it's not the total fault of my college and university. In some cases there was lots of my mistake. So standing in this situation I just want to sing a song from a bengali flim 'Madly Bangali' ie : "Koto Ki korar chilo Je, Ki Bolar Chilo Je; Koto Ki Parini Hote, Amar Koto Ki Hobar Chilo Je".
So this is the 3rd stage of my life @ Kolkata. First stage was begun at Govt. College & Engg & Ceramic Tech and Samanta Hostel in 2005. I have spent very disciplined and restricted life on that time. Lots of problem I was faced on that time. But how much restricted life was in that time I had never forget to enjoy. Yes that ragging period was really very scary but full of humor. In 3rd semester I had shifted to 'Pabitra Bissas mes Bari'. My 2nd stage of Kolkata life had started from that time. And now after passing BTech its the 3rd stage. Standing on this 3rd stage I am missing 3 of my close friend. Souvik, my friend from Standard II, has started his professional life at Rajasthan in Vedant industry. And others two are Soumya and Ankan, my two genious roommates.
I don't know when this boring 3rd stage will be finished at my life. But whatever the situation condition ultimately I am a human. So forgetting the previous failure and inspiaring at previous success I am ready to face this stage. And this bolog is the refection of that.

Recall of 2008 & Reborn in 2009

2009-01-01T23:16:00.000+05:30

I am again realizing this fact standing on the first day of this year. Today is 1st January, 2009. So this is the proper time to analysis what I have done in the last year and what I have left for this year. This is the proper time to decide how much mistake I have done last year and how much good work I have done in last year. Somebody says that past is past, so don’t think about past rather concentrate yourself for future. But I can’t follow this because I think sometime past is important to build your future. If you can’t see or recall your past you can’t see your progress, improvement. First of all friends 2008 is one of the worst years in year life. 2003 was also one of the worst years in my life. But 2008 was the first aimless year in my life. Everybody plans to fulfill some work in a year or to achieve a goal. But there was no such plan or goal in 2008 for me. I think such aimless life is nothing but a process to spoil the time. Frankly speaking the progress of me in the last year is not only zero, it has some negative value.

Ok I am starting the story from the January, 2008 when I was in 5th semester. Generally in the last of February the placement of our college is started. So I was busy January and February to prepare myself for campus placement. I am very much poor in English portion in the aptitude test. You can also realize that fact seeing hundreds of mistake in my blog. I was very much tensed whether I can clear the aptitude or not. In such way 2 months were spent and at last the final day was come. Our placement teacher announced that in 26th February Cognizant were coming in our college. I knew that a very few companies come in our college so I thought that in any cases I have to crack in Cognizant. I took Cognizant as my first & last choice. I was afraid for aptitude test in English part. But luckily I cleared that portion. But I got stroke being failed in the interview, though I had missed just two questions in the interview. Next 6th March was announced as the date of Infosys. These two weeks between 26th February to 6th March were the most horrible days for me in 2008. Days were not going. A second is looking as a minute. After failing in Cognizant I really very much fed up with my life. I was going to lose my confidence. But in this time my family and friends (Souvik, Mamoni, Debu, Sourav and so many) helps me to get back my confidence. Thank God that on that day I was selected for Infosys.
After Campus placement the time come for our college fest was come. I was given the post to organize the Tech Fest. I was little bit tensed because that was our first Tech Fest in our college. I gave my full labor to arrange a best Tech Fest ever. All time I was busy for that in that time. Some of my friends also help me very much in this fest. At last we presented a fabulous tech fest (Techtronics 2008). Our team was congratulated by our faculty and some other colleges for arranging such Tech Fest. I had learnt so many things during this time of period. In this time I also got some new friends in my life.

So many bad habits I had started in last year. Orkut and Gtalk is in first position among them. Lots of time I have spent using these two dumb things. Yes in previous stage I was in touch with some good community in orkut and I was regularly post new topic, new information on that community. But later we use orkut just for fun. So in this year I will surely try to reduce this bad habits what I have done in last year.
The study graph also laid down like the sensex in my life last year. Books had gone far away from me. The dust layer on the books was increasing day by day. Perhaps in last year I studied the lowest in my life though last year was the most important time of my life.

Though some one or two success I have get in last year but still always a thought comes in my mind that perhaps I have lost one of important year from my life. I couldn’t fulfill so many dreams in last years. Perhaps from last year I was going to forget to dream, I was going to be aimless. From some days ago I felt this change on me. So it is the time to get back from this aimless life. Perhaps I have done some mistake with some of my friends. I have done some wrong thing with some of my friends to keep some promise. But please don’t misunderstand me for that. As a friend please excuse me for that. In this year I want to again lay down on the dream and want to fulfill those dreams. So friends please pray to God for me so that I can achieve my goal in 2009. No more is today.

All of you a wish of Happy New Year-2009. Hope 2009 will become your most successful year in your life.

My Favourite Indoor Game,Hobby,Interest-PAINTING

2008-12-24T00:01:00.006+05:30

Painting is a special type of art which deals with color,pigment,light. Now dealing with this element we need some surface. Generally we use walls, paper, canvas, wood, glass, lacquer, clay or concrete as the surface of painting. but this is not the ultimate definition of painting. Actually painting is the medium of expression. People says that poet,singer,painter can't talk to express themselves. Poet express their word though the strike of pen on the paper, Singer express their word by a lyrics with a music. And a painter speaks using their color of imagination.

But I didn't know these things when I was in 4 years. I just love to see good colorful picture,try to sketch some basic shape of picture. All of the wall of my room were covered with colorful picture cuttings or with lines,curves,shapes drawn by me. My mom also scolded me several time for hampering the beauty of the room. Seeing my interest on painting my parents sent me a drawing school at the age of 5 years.The drawing school was monitored by a club, "Bijay Sarswati Club". I have still remembered that in the first day in the drawing school I was given to draw a circle, rectangle, and line. I was annoyed very much seeing that my other seniors were painting either scene, figure or any interesting topic while I was painting just some shape using the pencil. I claimed to the teacher that why I was given such stupid,simple things for painting. On that day the teacher started to laugh listening my comment and reply me some very good sentences whose summary was that "A child starts his feeding with milk, not with rice chicken ". I couldn't understand those words in that time but today I can realize how one can make his or her own world of imagination using some lines,curves,shapes.
After one or two years I joined in another school where I continued my painting course still class nine. Another thing that irritate me at the first stage of my painting life that is failure in the painting competition. I had participate almost in all the painting competitions in our locality. But I couldn't able to get position in those competitions. Even some time I had cried after coming back home losing the competition. But in that time my parents & teacher help me in various way so that I can't lose my confidence and do better result next time. Perhaps at class three in a inter school painting competition first time I get the position and that was first position. And that was the best achievement to me in my painting life till now. I drawn a bullock cart on a village road in that competition. After some years I started to seat in the painting examination from "Bangyio Sangeet Parishod". I had finished 5th year diploma course and get "ANKAN BHIBHAKAR" degree from that university. I won several awards in district level painting competition and also missed so many chances in big competition.Now a days I am almost connectionless with this field but still try to keep this habit at my spare time. I also like to spend some time in front of computer with CorelDraw,Photoshop and other painting software. But there is no natural taste in these software. The original taste is hidden only in three primary color "RED","YELLOW","BLUE".
There are lots of effect of painting in my life. I think these are the common effects for all who love painting. It will help your life to make more colorful what ever the situation is. It grows the imagination power of anyone. So why you will sit idle, come and lets play this game of color and make your own world as your choice.

Some of my Childhood work:-

First Night With Blogspot

2008-12-16T10:13:00.000+05:30

This is my first night with Blog spot. In my first post of this blog I will like to share my some thoughts, events during creation of my blog. Once I searched "blog" in Wikipedia and I got a result that "A blog is nothing but a Web site, usually maintained by an individual with regular entries of commentary, descriptions of events". Yes it may be true for a community or commercial blog. But the significance of personal blog is more sensitive. A personal blog is the mirror of a person. It is the reflection of one's life.
The First thing in every event is too much exciting for a person. For example:- First day at School or College, First salary, First love etc. Like these today I am also to much excited creating my first blog. Yes there are some reasons behind this excitement:-

The long days plan gets it's shape.
I can get a such a platform where I can express myself freely, I can talk freely.
Before this day I think that I have only some countable friend. But after creating this blog I become a member among cores www user. So now I have uncountable friends.

Some interesting events during creation of this blog:-

I am creating this blog in the night before one of my examinations. In the next morning I have to attend Presentation session in the college. I am not still sure whether I can wake up in the next morning in proper time or not.
I have spent 1-2 days for choosing the theme of my blog.
The final blog name is come in my mind after lots of thinking.
The title of this post I have retyped several times.

Now some word for the visitors:-

Don't think that this blog is my personal blog and it will contain information related on me. I will try my best to put various interesting, funny,educational topic in this blog. In case of any new topic you want to see just mail me the subject, I will include a post on that topic as soon as my possible.
Criticism is always welcome. I think no one can get success without criticism. So what ever your felling about my blog may be good may be bad, please feel free and post your comment. I always welcome the comments. In case of any wrong information or change please mention that, I will change that topic as soon as my possible
You have also same rights like me in this blog. So if you have some information on a posted topic please share your idea and valuable information in this blog.
For the visitors I have selected a very interactive and clear theme for this blog. If you like some other gadgets in this blog then please in form me which type of gadget you want to add here.
Last but not least keep contact with me. In "Contact" page I have mentioned my contact information.

No more today. Because there are lots of time is remained for interaction. My journey is just started. I have to go a long distance. Hope I will get yours help and bless in my journey.

Contact

2008-12-15T20:19:00.013+05:30

There are several way to catch me:-

talkwithshubha@gmail.com
(Google talk)
shubhadip(Click to see me in Orkut)
(Orkut)
shubhadipdatta@yahoo.co.in
(Yahoo Messenger)
shubhadipdatta@rediffmail.com
(Rediff Bol)

For any type of suggestion or query please feel free and mail me at:

shubhadipdatta@yahoo.co.in
(Yahoomail)
shubhadipdatta@rediffmail.com
(Rediffmail)

shubhadipdatta@hotmail.com
(Hotmail)

About Me

2008-12-15T20:12:00.001+05:30

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